Today I turned nineteen,
The world feels so unreal,
I’ve got no map, no dreams,
Don’t know what I should feel.
I’m caught in the in-between,
A place where shadows hide,
Too old to still believe,
Too young to know the fight.
I’m lost within my dreams,
But can’t escape the night.
The weight of time is pressing,
I’m just trying to survive.
I see my friends move on,
They’ve all got plans to chase,
But I’m just here, alone,
In this quiet, empty space.
I’m caught in the in-between,
A place where shadows hide,
Too old to still believe,
Too young to know the fight.
I’m lost within my dreams,
But can’t escape the night.
The weight of time is pressing,
I’m just trying to survive.
They say the light will come,
But I’m too tired to wait,
The days just blend as one,
I’m losing track of fate.
I’m caught in the in-between,
A place where shadows hide,
Too old to still believe,
Too young to know the fight.
I’m lost within my dreams,
But can’t escape the night.
The weight of time is pressing,
I’m just trying to survive.
Today I turned nineteen,
But I don’t feel alive,
Just drifting in a dream,
Waiting for a sign.